Kristen Stewart is on the cover of the new W magazine, and inside, she’s leaving no doubts about having left little-girl-hood behind for good.

Kristen is ultra-grown-up and looking a lot like Priscilla Presley as she talks about how she got started in acting, what she’s doing now and closing the door forever on Bella Swan.

On being attracted to Twilight: “I f—— love me a vampire [Laughs]. I was 17 when I read Twilight, and at the time it was so perfect for me. The script was about young kids who think they can handle stuff that they just can’t. And they’re going to do it anyway. Because, why not? Just torture yourself. I relate to that. Vampires are a little dangerous – and we girls like to test ourselves.”

On the Breaking Dawn wedding scene: “Awesome. This was my first wedding. It was insane. And odd. The wedding dress experience was a huge deal. I tried on one version of the dress, and it was like tweak and tweak and alter and tweak and change, and then it’s done. BFD dress. Huge deal.”

On whether she likes watching herself onscreen: “It’s not like I sit around watching my movies again and again, but I’ve never quite believed actors when they say they don’t watch themselves. I hear them going around the block to make excuses for why they don’t watch their work. It’s bulls—. Sorry, guys – I know you watch your stuff.”